About Me

I am married woman who needs to feel wanted and cared for. My spouse likes to berate me, talk down to me, thinks its funny when his ex’s are around and will stare at them and he always acts like I am a waste of his time. He likes to stare at other women and when I say something, he acts like he didn’t do anything.

He makes me feel uncomfortable when I start a new job by calling and leaving me nasty messages.  So I end up getting fired or he makes me quit. He never gives me any money to buy clothes-i have about 2 pair of pants that fits me. I have to use my student loans to make my car payments.  He has me in his trap by keeping me broke.  I can’t afford to leave.

I believe he fools around on me and i’ve found “stained” underwear and condoms in his stuff.  Its about time I have some fun and this blog will journal my adventures.